The Title: It's taken from the infamous inside joke that my goddaughter and bestfriends have been saying all day. I don't even know the joke, but whatever it is it cracks them up. That and this one: knock knock, who's there? Orange-banana. Yes, that's not how the joke goes at all, but try to tell that to a five year old.
Moving Right Along: I was so bummed out the other day, which rationally I can say makes no sense. I acknowledge that I have graduated and fulfilled many things that I was supposed to do, but I put so much pressure on myself to be at the next step, excelling and knocking down barriers. I think I was failing to see the enjoyment of being in the "now". I am staying at my grandma's house currently (which is my home, honestly). I get to relax everyday and spend time with my grandma. No work, no school, I should really be enjoying this. But all I could see is, "I don't know my next step". Well, in all this bummed out nature, I completely blocked myself off from my friends and didn't want to talk to anyone. Afterall, I was the kid who boo-hooed at a B- back in grade school, so how could I appear so "unprepared" after college? Well, messages of hope come from the most obscure places. One of my aunt's called me, my dad's sister, and I don't talk to her as much as I probably should. Originally, I missed the call and seeing her name on my phone, I thought something was wrong. Then, my phone went out of service, so I thought, "well, maybe it's not meant for us to talk". I'm very excited that I chose to call her back. She comforted me and helped me regain my positivity. She reaffirmed for me what I already know, and that's that if something is your destiny (and I believe that comedy writing is in fact mine), nothing can keep you away from it. It may be delayed for a moment and it may not go exactly right, but all in all, nothing can keep you away from it. Simply speak what you want into the universe.
Success is: living your life like you're already in the place you want to be, because you believe without a doubt, that you're going to get there.
Moving Right Along: I was so bummed out the other day, which rationally I can say makes no sense. I acknowledge that I have graduated and fulfilled many things that I was supposed to do, but I put so much pressure on myself to be at the next step, excelling and knocking down barriers. I think I was failing to see the enjoyment of being in the "now". I am staying at my grandma's house currently (which is my home, honestly). I get to relax everyday and spend time with my grandma. No work, no school, I should really be enjoying this. But all I could see is, "I don't know my next step". Well, in all this bummed out nature, I completely blocked myself off from my friends and didn't want to talk to anyone. Afterall, I was the kid who boo-hooed at a B- back in grade school, so how could I appear so "unprepared" after college? Well, messages of hope come from the most obscure places. One of my aunt's called me, my dad's sister, and I don't talk to her as much as I probably should. Originally, I missed the call and seeing her name on my phone, I thought something was wrong. Then, my phone went out of service, so I thought, "well, maybe it's not meant for us to talk". I'm very excited that I chose to call her back. She comforted me and helped me regain my positivity. She reaffirmed for me what I already know, and that's that if something is your destiny (and I believe that comedy writing is in fact mine), nothing can keep you away from it. It may be delayed for a moment and it may not go exactly right, but all in all, nothing can keep you away from it. Simply speak what you want into the universe.
Success is: living your life like you're already in the place you want to be, because you believe without a doubt, that you're going to get there.
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